The world seen through my eyes and all the bits in-between

Hey Guys!!!!!

 

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted! Anyway, the transition to Uni life and independence has been great but also hard as was expected!

 

I have loads to share with you when I get back which isn't long now, I'll be home on the 18th! I'm really looking forward to it, I can't wait to hit the town with you all and share some more great times with you!

 

See you very soon, love from

 

Squibs, a new-found megavirgin!

 

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Hey guys!!

 

So, this is it, my last day here, living in my own home, sleeping in my own bed and annoying all the family whose around to annoyed! It feels so weird to be leaving them all behind... Anyway, this is a quick post which I'm going to try to keep short to say that these past seven years, or eight with some, have been great and that you've all taught me so much about myself and life in general. I'm really going to miss those Englsih lessons and all those tests and timed essays we used to complain about so much!

 

I think that great things lie ahead for all of you and I'm sure that you're all going to do really well at Uni!!

 

Peace out and GOOD LUCK!!

 

Squibs xxxxx

I got my accomodation pack through today and I was slightly annoyed when I saw that I got my 8th choice! That and it's an all-girl hall.

 

I won't hide that my first reaction wasn't the best but then I found loads of advantages:

I was looking at a picture on holiday, until there nothing special. It was a family walking along the sea-front and they looked happy all together, but we all know that behind every photo there lies a story.

 

So here's the story:

 

The little boy is older than his sister. She's protected by her mother and father, smiling away between them with her hair in plaites. Her brother is stood next to his father, hands in his pockets with a handsome smile on his face. He's quite the young gentleman... At a first glance this is just another family enjoying the after-war period with its freedom and opportunities. Another picture among many others in an old family photo album. The photo holds many secrets though. Such as a strained relationship between mother and son, husband and wife and a younger sister who simply by living prevents her older brother from growing up...

 

The most striking thing about this picture though is that without the story to go with it, it's another picture of family love.

 

So last night two people left. It was both exciting and scary. Both Rachel and Cesca have moved on to new things which is really good for them but it also shows that things soon have to start changing for me too and that's something that I've always been apprehensive of. On the other hand though, I'm really looking forward to uni and I know that Cardiff is where I'm supposed to be.

 

Still, things have to change and I know it. I might as well look forward to it.

 

The main purpose of this posting though is to say that I'm really going to miss my girls. I mean I was at primary with Rachel and I remember her coming for lunch on a Friday, our sleepovers and mud pies. All the things that I've shared with you are very special to me and although we've sometimes crossed words and clashed I still think that you're a very special person. As for Cesca, well , let's see, I've seen her every day of my life for the past 7 years, well almost every day. Her leaving just seems very strange and it still hasn't sunk in yet... Still, I know that some very special things lay ahead for you and that a new chapter starts for us in the UK. I miss you already!!!

 

As for those of us who are still here, some good partying still lies ahead for us and I'm really looking forward to it!!